Relationships aren’t easy, so much comes with them. No one actually realizes how much trouble a relationship is until they’re in one. Yes, it may seem great at first, but are you still gonna feel that way when you realize you can’t trust them or are fighting with them? Are you gonna feel that way in good times and the bad? Most likely, you aren’t going to. But that’s what makes a relationship so amazing. No matter how much you can hate that person, if it’s true love it will always work out.

i miss you until you were gone.

i’m crushed. and soon will vanish into the thin air.

It’s a shame, I am a walking contradiction…I want to be loved, I want someone to love and appreciate me, but how can you love a creature as fleeting as I am..I move, my character changes, I view the world differently each day..I want love, a relationship, comfort and yet I want to carry that comfort with me from place to place everywhere I go and it is not possible and I need to realize that, you can only choose one situation at a time. If I choose to settle with comfort of love before I am ready to, I will undoubtedly end up miserable later in my life, yearning for something more. If I choose to explore before I settle, I will feel accomplished and satisfied that I lived my life to the fullest and now it is time to make a family of my own, to raise other people, children to grow up and enjoy their lives as well. But only when I am finally ready to.